Talked to Kelly for the first time in like a week, on Facebook. I asked him where he’s been and he says he’s been going around with some girl, who I don’t know. So that’s why he’s been so quiet lately. I can see that he saw my last message, but didn’t reply to it.
In other news (really it’s no-news), my dad’s still being a douche. Today he said, first of all, that he doesn’t care about the damage that I did to the clubs (yeah, right), but he was ashamed of the way I’d acted, that it was very “childish” and I need to make an attitude adjustment. Also that just because I’m 18 doesn’t mean I can disrespect his authority, and that I shouldn’t forget that even when I go off to college. I was determined not to get mad again and give him anything else to rip on me for, so I played submissive, like a good boy. Mom was in the room too, reading a magazine, but she never looked up or said anything. Thankfully my brother wasn’t around. Dad said that he was glad everything was clear now, and left the room like a big shot.
After that I went to the park, and ran five miles. I don’t usually run that often, but sometimes I get the urge to do it, and today was one of those days. As I got going, I already felt better. I started to feel like life was changing, and that my life can be something new.